“We have burned our bridges – more,
we have burned the land behind us”
Beginning your metronomic rise to Führer, from grotesque zero,
We follow your staggered course with eyes half shut.
What was it made such possible, smooth as butter?
That question still has no clear answer to us.
Maybe that’s why your shadow still haunts our steps;
There seems to be a flaw in this old fascination;
But we can’t yet put a probing finger on it.
Does it go deeper in us, than most can guess,
That we can’t shut the book, or shift acid debris,
Clotted with blood, from off our hands, our face?
The answers crumble in us, thick as laid dust.
Why’s that? To go back enlightened of mind
Should give us strength to understand the black lust
Within all of us, that is unbeaten, unhurt,
We don’t like to concentrate on that overmuch,
Like Rousseau we like to look on the bright side,
And think, we weren’t born tainted and weak,
And if evil exists, it isn’t our fault at least;
We wouldn’t accept a crooked, evil mystique
What can we say in conclusion about our theme?
That seems to have an extended life, half blind:
Nietzsche would not have been fazed by such bald lies;
Spinoza, not by Hitler’s threadbare mind.
NAKED BENEATH THE MASK
When it began, with Joaquin perhaps,
The fugue and counterpoint of Paris life;
Drunk on music, first and last - the child,
And yes the woman differently; the Persian
Venus, a temple prostitute, baptised as such;
Drowned, by the beauty in men, in women;
Incense, black slaves, cushions, lilies,
Fantasies, follies; ambience, openness;
The sterile love of two ghosts; cold mirrors.
What else? Dark eyes. Red mouth. Noh mask, your self,
Seeking a new image in others, impossible.
With eyes the colour of water; open to miracles;.
Astarte, caged behind bars of gold, you go
Already imprisoned by myth, masked.
Tired, too tired to fight on, too tired to hope;.
Music, flowers, at the last, these only,
Bending pain into a harp of gold;
Until over blue ocean a scatter of ashes fall;
And come full circle; emptied, you’re full;
Naked as dawn - without the mask.
“What fortitude the soul contains.
Though you resist I think you back earth-side:
Amherst - soil-smell, breathing buzz if bee-sound;
Life-fever in your living veins – enough joy;
Absence – a presence, fractured light behind woods.
I grow in the heat of your shadow, comforted.
My bones stitched to Naked Voltage – yours;
White absence under my hands, earth-heat and home,
However late by owl-light I yet return,
As you did - Wayward Nun - to holy ground.
Rooted in arid earth you’re still answering gold.
Groomed for death – no-where abandoned by God.
See how your words – small children – each one in turn
Held heavily in the crook of one bent arm,
Dazzle like liquid light, being re-born.
Did you taste death before them? No, you’re alive!
Un-menaced by the world; by whirling cinders
Of love; you balance equally – heaven and earth
With inexhaustible tenderness, shouldering still
The numinous - in everything - low or high.
Back of you fields of grain - vast as the sky.
“For me love is always more significant more sacred than
The object that stirs it” Rosa Luxemburg
I enter you, dangerous sanctuary
Through the flash of your intense eyes.
Sister of Judith and Faust’s betrayed beloved,
You flare out from those enigmatic mirrors.
In every dark fibre of your voice
There’s no escape; I lose myself
Afraid to scald your wounds
With impotent broken-backed words.
Your malevolent assassination is
A window of farewells; a caravan
That goes off, leaving behind sour ground.
The thud of rifle butts, the lugers fatal bark!
The malice of mangy, jack-booted dogs.
Look! You wait for me even though
You died three years before I was born.
You are a bridge without a road,
A night-star not yet named;
Receding light, moving on yet
towards a vague, distant shore.
No you’ve not missed your time.
It’s yet to come. I reach out my hand
Testing the tracks - they’re inaccessible!
Look, through yourself you’ve gone!
Through your self the universe flows,
History slows and is stopped
By what you marked out as yours.
Anxious we ask, where now can
Someone like you be found,
(Shrewd, erudite, passionate)
To seed unsown fallow ground?
Look! Full harvest brightens -
Serene, harmonious, abundant,
(Not the silliest of political programmes.)
Something alive earth-side you
never knew. But posthumously saw.
Something textured in your veins:
A terracotta jug wedged in sand?
A portrait unframed behind cracked glass?
No. For you, to whom love was a faculty of seeing;
Freedom, always for the one who thinks differently;
Mens santa in corpore sano
(The wise keep up with the spirit of the times)
Revolution, a fanfare declaiming
Jch war, ich bin, ich werde sein!
(“I was, I am, I shall be again!)
Don’t fret because of you stature,
Small things can also bewitch us!
Look now the sky over you – is an epiphany!